Sep 18th, 2014

It’s as weird as I thought and as scary as I thought and as big as I thought; but also normal and tame and comforting and small. I haven’t had a single problem getting lost but I’m having a hard time feeding myself and relaxing. I’ve got three blisters on my feet (including one on the tip of my big toe) and being alone makes me feel like I have to hustle everywhere; there’s no one to chat with or stroll but maybe that’s just this city. I was nervous for good reason but it’s really not that big of a deal - I just wish it was easier to narrow down my choices and I wish I had someone to help me make decisions (which is just a typical Life thing for me, too).

I’m having a good time.

Sep 15th, 2014

i feel first-date terrified (regretting saying yes; not wanting to go) but i’m going

i got the thing i wanted and i’m going to a new place and i want to cry and the girl you held hands with when you couldn’t hold hands with me showed up on my facebook feed

it’s gonna be ok tomorrow when i get there

Sep 12th, 2014

i need a writing friend, someone who will read my shit whenever

(i am currently writing the most important thing i’ve ever written if that interests you)

Sep 12th, 2014

Not today. Monday at the earliest?

Sep 12th, 2014

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Sep 8th, 2014
gonna make this winter my bitch in this new sweater
Sep 6th, 2014

Tinder is like people watching from the safest distance possible

and it’s embarrassing but cool to know that people think I’m cute/whatever people think when they swipe right???

this is such a fucking stupid app but I WILL KEEP PLAYING UNTIL ONE OF THESE IDIOTS MESSAGES ME


Sep 5th, 2014

  • work
  • drive to Chico and pick up Emma
  • drive home
  • hang out with Nick
  • Marissa’s wedding
  • drive back to Chico and drop off Emma
  • drive back to Ashland
  • Russell visits
  • play reading
  • Two Gents with Sarah & Russell?
  • Russell leaves
  • Ben visits?
  • work
  • work
  • work
  • drive to CA
  • take a red eye flight to New York
  • party
  • fly back to CA
  • drive to OR
  • work
  • rehearse
  • perform Titus Andronicus
  • Drunken City rehearsals
  • meet my freshmen den babies

and by this time next week, the OSF honchos will have made their final decisions